kinda sad actually i started thinking about how i’ve changed since that picture was taken and it’s like wow.. i’ve gotten more mature and i dress way better and i’m less annoying (i think) but i’m also way less happier and insecure and my self-esteem has dropped so much and i kind of went to shit and all my friends are gone and like i look better and i act better but the way i feel has just sort of plummeted into nothingness 

like even though i’m really glad i’m not in middle school anymore and i’m really glad i learned how not to act like the most annoying idiot in the world i kind of wish i could go back to the way i felt when i believed that everything was okay