i am feeling mega bummed these days and every time i go out i think i’m gonna feel better but then i feel worse but then i also feel worse just staying home so it’s like a never ending circle of just me being in a huge bummer pit of despair

i can’t even remember if i’m remembering to take my meds or not and if i’m not that i’m just gonna get worse and if i am then it’s not working and i just feel weird and sad and annoyed